Is She Hate Me ?

Today, she pick my number, but I think it was not her because she train a new HR. Mean it was not her pure intentions. Some of friend, Khmer name Meng, talking with me. He said, if I wanna go drink, I can tell him and he will put me there. I am having a hard trust issue, and suddently Xiaomei ask me if the gay is resign ?

How the hell that I know and care ?
Anyways, I dont get any client, and now waiting for another 1 week until I can buy my IP15 like I plan. Wish I can meet a good client, and wish that I can make and earn more than my main salary, so I can do better and not working for 13 hours.

What gonna happen next, I am wondering ?
There is a lot of new khmer man, maybe she already got BF as well. So, I just keep watching her from here and if I am lucky, she may talk to me, but if she is not, then let it be. I just spend time, take off in May 28 with a wish to buy laptop and give her a gift in her birthday.
The rest is, lets see what happen. xD

7 day left to make client, and I think all my client lately is very bad. Some even not saying a word, and some other is just no coming at all. Will she pick my number ? And yes, the gay is really resign. How does he think and feel ? Feeling sorry and bad because of what he do ?

I dont even want to think about it anymore. I just wish I can do well, earn money and went back home as a new me. What gonna happen next ? I dont know and dont care. Wish I can make some money, and buy my iphone 15 first.

The rest is depend on God, and luck, I guess. I am long enough put off my love life story as well. So, if nobody want me in their life, let it be then. Ah, she pick my number. Maybe she had a lot of client, so she just pick me. Even the client is useless and young, but what I want is know she not avoiding me. Want to talk with her, but didnt know how.

She pick my number 2 time, and we still not talk. I got a client today, and feeling bad to scam the old man that truly love me. Wish all is good, and may God forgive me for how I been sins. What gonna happen next ?
Right now, all that I can think is buying ip15, and save up.

Wish I am not doing anything dumb, and if I get a roomie, wish they are good and I can keep up with them as well. At least, I am safe from working 13 hours now. Wish every month I can be safe as well.

She pick my number. And today I chat her start using her name, not oun like usual. She just reply with 1, mean OK and revise the data very fast. No much talking, is this cold war without reason will keep continue ? From all the people and human in here, there is only her that I want to talk too but didnt know how. So, I just let time pass, and wait my salary day come, and buy myself ip15 and going for night walk, or maybe morning walk to enjoy my life as well.

She seem in the badmood, and she punch a chiness man pretty hard. What happen, what is that china man say to her, I am wonder.
Well, I am chat with her only for work, and she reply me with “1” only. What is on her mind, how did she doing ?
I am wondering all along.

Well, since she didnt want to talk with me, what can I do ?
I am wondering, when she see me, what is on her mind ? Did she delete me ? Why she not looking in my status anymore ?
At the very least, I really want to know what is going on about her, what is she thinking and how did her doing. I wish I can talk with her, but it is seem impossible because she not like to talk with me, and I dont know why.

I went down to pick up my food, and I see her about to going up. She can joke with everyone, and slap them, but she not joke and talk with me. Not even “hi” or “smile” Should I be sad, or should I just …
Lets see what is gonna happen next. Right now, just wish I can do well, earn good and go back home as a new me. Both in life, and everything. May God bless all the ways.