Life is ... Unpredictable ?

Finally I reach Chiangmai, the north Thailand that I never expect before.
I have a nice hotel, I meet a nice people around me, and I renew my stay in the same hotel for another night.

I dont know how everything change for me.
There is something that make me very happy today, and I do wish that I am not making any mistake by doing this as well.

I went to Mall and I buy a laptop.
Finally, after I didnt ahve laptop for almost 3 years, I get it again, and I am so happy, even I didnt earn anything yet from my writing things.

I buy the laptop in Thailand, Chiangmai, and I do have VAT return, which I can claim when I am about to go out fromThailand as well.
So, I dont know what gonna happen, because life is unpredictable and everything can happen.

I enjoy with what I am doing, and today I hurt my leg as well.
Now since I buy a new laptop, I have another things to carry, which I not sure yet about how I will go out from airport. May I carry 2 bag ?

At first, I think I make a wrong decision by coming to Thailand to meet GC.
Since I meet her 2 more time, now I realize that she is not worth it at all.
Even for a friendship, I dont even know for real.

Since May 18, I never expect that it would be the last time I beg because everything change like a magic.
I dont know, but God is really good to me, and I really want to be a better person as well and as much as I can.

If someone ask me about what I am doing, I will proudly say that I am a writer, and all I can hope is that I didnt back into the work like what I do 8 month ago.
Since there is nothing that can be sure as well, I just wish that God keep lead me all the ways until the very end.