Another Place to Stay ?

Never imagine the journey in Thailand would feel this lonely. Didnt know why, also not because I am not feel thankful for everything that happen, it feel like, what I am doing right now ?
That kind of questions pop-up in my mind everyday.

Usually, I love to move here and there, but in Thailand, everything feel so slow for me. If I spend my life pretty slow, then coming here make it more slower and I think I spend almost all my day thinking about home, and mom.

After 4 day in Bangkok. I move to Chiangmai, which make me a bit happy because of some adventure trip that I take. Even tho I hurt my ankle, I do make a friend and wish that I can go to other country outside Asia only in future.

I decided to go to Nan tomorrow, which mean today is my last day in Chiangmai, and I really spend my day in hotel. Buy my breakfast, make my coffee, and sit and wondering all day in 1st floor. Maybe need to go some market in afternoon / night as well.

Gonna be a bit busy, since this is my last day.
Need to pack up, and I think I gonna throw away some item because I change my bag into another 7 kg and more small that the original one. Sad but need to fix it as well.

How long I gona be able to stay in Nan ? I am wonder.
Since there is a lot of nature too see, I think there gonna be a lot of tour that I will take, and good or bad, I will let the nature do the judge as well.

Travelling so long, now to think about back Bangkok make me scare.
To much far, maybe I just flight to Myanmar instead because it was very near ?

Another place to stay, another journey to make.
Should I come home ?
Should I contiue ?