God Present ?

Night before Christmas, I think I gonna spend it in loneliness. Turn out, Xiaomei ask me for drink a beer, which I not expect at all.
Also, Prisca say it was like, “God listen” I dont even understand, but all I know is that only me and her believe in Jesus.

Or, is there something she wanted from me as well ?
I buy my cooking pad again, and plan to cook noodle and drink beer in Christmas eve.

At this point, I think all local hate me because of whatever L say. And also Lyn,
I am wonder if she hear about any rumor and mad at me as well.
Just ignore them, and being myself as well.

I think she hate me. I dont know even I really want to know what L told them,
Well, I dont had time and dont want to find out.

I just want to talk with her. But, its seem impossible.
I will drop her if there is no talk and even she keep ignore and avoid my number until the end of years.