Cant always pretend, it is ok not to be ok.
Cant stop thinking, try to deal with everything.
Drink a cold milk tea, enjoy the afternoon.
Be thankful for everything around me, be thankful for everyone who stay.
Cant control what might be happen next, try hard to be ok.
Cant control who is wanna go, try to be ok the whole time.
See the truth of someone, see deep inside their heart.
Knowing everything happen for the best.
Become a victim, or just playing victim ?
Cant predict what is true or lies.
Everyone put their mask on, so am I too.
Smile outside, hurt inside.
Never pass a day without thinking.
Never really be myself anymore.
Losing one piece of friendship, thinking it will be gone forever now.
That is OK, because God give me another person that is really care.
Dont want to rush into something that unpredictable.
Didnt want to ruin everything just because of deep ego.
Keep smile, keep the mask on.
Only let the true one to see what is hiding inside.
This time, I wanna be me.
The real me.
Putting down all the wall, put down all the lies.
This is the real me, who is broke, who is not perfect.
But still trying to be the best one.
You can say I am a liar, you can say I am bad.
You can say whatever you like about me, talking behind my back too.
I really dont care this time, because the true one will know and understand.
I am not explain anything, but they will know and see the true.