Didn’t know what to say, didn’t know what to do anymore.
I am in the bottom of my life, and I really wish that I can get out from here alive.
I know that I am wrong, I know that it shouldn’t happen from the first time.
Now I really wish it would be end.
Have nothing, try to get something.
Try so many way, and I fail and fail and fail.
Am I still have a chance to do better ?
Can I get pass from all of this mess ?
I am not perfect and I know it for sure.
I make mistake and I get a punishment.
It is sad, I can’t think anymore.
I really need help, but who can help me now ?
I hate myself, I don’t know what to do anymore.
I wanna scream, I wanna cry.
But, there is no one that I can talk honestly.
There is no one that I can tell the truth.
Is there any hope left ?
Is there a miracle ?
I don’t know anymore, I just let the time passed.
Wishing there is tomorrow too.
Wishing I have a chance…
Wishing that everything gonna be alright.
