So dark inside, keep thinking about what is done before.
Can’t move on from the last mistake, keep repeating the same.
Keep falling and falling, didn’t see the light anymore.
It was dark, really dark and I am blind.
Wanna scream, but all of it is a mistake.
A mistake that I never learn, a mistake that I know worse than anything.
Didn’t know how to end it, didn’t know how to make it stop.
Like a loud sound in my head, feel bad and make me can’t think straight anymore.
It so dark, it so cold.
Nobody there to warm me, nobody there to warn me.
Need a warm people to hug me, need a people that will warn me too.
Walking alone in the dark, I get lose and nobody can reach me anymore.
Pretending it was OK, pretending it was good.
Didn’t know how to explain all of it, because nobody will understand how I actually feel.
Didn’t know how long I can keep standing, without asking a help for anyone anymore.
Because I know… It was useless.
Keep repeating the same mistake, keep replay what already happen.
Knowing the risk, didn’t want to make it better.
Slowly, drown and drown until I can’t breath anymore.
It was a ocean, and nobody will find me anymore.
