Feel like a asshole, spending some time with other and another time with someone else.
Didn’t know how to tell the truth, because it would hurt somebody.
Make it into poetry, even know that they may read and see.
Telling all my feeling in here, because didn’t know how to let it out.
Keep wonder about what I am really feel, didn’t know what is good or not.
Can’t tell the true, didn’t want to expect pretty much about something that still grey.
Enjoy everytime that passed, didn’t want to think a lot about another things too.
Let the live suprise me because I don’t want to expect anything right now.
Didn’t know what is good or not, didn’t want to express the same pain anymore.
Didn’t want to think a lot, didn’t want to lose a friend because of feeling.
Didn’t want to get hurt, didn’t want to start something new.
Just wanna sit there and see who will come and go as well.
Feel little funny, didn’t know what it means.
Keep awake to reply some chit chat, smile in the front of my phone sometimes.
She was fun, and she was annoying.
She was weird, didn’t know what she been hiding.
Is that just a drama ?
Be friend with me because of her job ?
Watching a movie in the cinema, sit side by side with salty popcorn.
Watching a movie that telling me something, wanna to show me how something was done.
People like you because you have informasions, people near you because they wanted something.
Is she like that too ?
All is drama, to get some informasion ?
Didn’t want to be negative, didn’t want to be a cruel person.
Just wanna keep my best and still positive, even they are cruel and rude sometimes.
Wanna be my best and do something good, so I can left with a great attitude.
Because I know that life will be upside down and nobody know about the future.
