Let God Lead the Way All the Time

Time sure pass and flies so quick, its like in the blink of eyes.
Too tired and didnt know how to pass the day, but turn out, almost more than half 2026 been gone.

Now that I am arrived in Kanchanaburi, if I try to remember it again, why I choose to come here ?
Seem like everything happen without reason but still trust in God that everything had a reason.

I renew the stay in here until Saturday morning, which I need to plan somewhere to go as well.
I walk a lot today, and visit some place in Kanchanaburi as well.

Wanna take a tour, but my ankle is not fully healed yet.
I just wish that I have a time and chance to enjoy some trip in here, which mean I need to earn well to do so.

The food in here is not that expensive, which mean I can afford it.
The mall is quiet, the beach is not really crowded (maybe because this is Monday)
and the Wat is crowded.

Stay a little bit far from city, I do like the place , simple, clean and I am sure they didnt speak English.
So, since I didnt know what is gonna happen each day, I do miss home.

I dont know, when I work in Cambodia, time pass like that.
And in here, I cant imagine if my dad and brother know what I did, they must be very disappointed on me.

I been thingking, should I be back to home and work from home ?
Staying outside like this, nowhere to go and only travelling.
Isnt it better to pay what I need to pay rather than the price to stay a night ?

God, I dont want to be back to that kind of work, honestly.
I really need to make something that can make me fel alive and pass the day.
Please, lead the ways for whatever I do,