Office Drama Everyday

Plan to change my routine into morning walk, but can I wake up ? I check all H and N chat late night, feeling stupid but its actually funny. Didnt know how to feel, but start to think ahhh how long it is gonna be last ? And I think, if I am with them, all that happen is I will spend a lot of money, because their life is seem to be a money involve.

And today, N not push any number to me, yet, I am wondering, is Lyn back to PKU, wanna ask her, but when I think again about it, I prefer to send myself, so everything will be OK without rely on other people as well. Should I change my walk into morning walk ? Now I am thinking about it.

Well, there is a problem last night, which I think I know but I didnt know but now I know about it, Which is good and which is bad as well. Who to trust, and who play a drama on it. My old roomie say that Avery is getting drunk and cry and she is not comfortable in it and when she back, the door was close.

Avery say the Khmer always bring boy in the room, that is why she not comfortable as well.
Where the story gonna end then ? Well, I just hope I didnt get any Khmer with bf inside room ? N also pick my number, and when I see all H item and car toy in her table, I know for real that there is a love love and triangle story.

So, I know now that N is normal, I will stop the like feeling and pretend there is nothing. Do you know Arisu ? When he is actually zombie but play like he was human ?
Well, right now all I hope is that I can do the same as well. No more, no less. Waiting my speaker to come Poipet, and wish I didnt need to pay a lot. Also, am I really get $100 comissions the end of month ? Lets wait and see then.

Well, time passed. I still do something, like sneak peek into the chat that I know I shoudnt do that. Since I know N and H is dating, maybe not 1 month yet, there is a lot of money issue and involve.

N also push for me and when I try to make some conversations, it is seem like she didnt like to talk much with me as well. I just work, and I think in some time, my comissions gonna plus from how I make already. Well, I just wish that I can get a new client as well.

Work well, listen music in the morning and the rest is up to other. Walking in morning, sleep in night. This far, I still live alone and I hope I can still be alone for a very long time as well. I only had 1 Khmer roommate, and only last 2 day, maybe she not like me, but she said she never live with foreign, that is why she change. So, whatever gonna happen next, lets us all pray for the best as well. May God bless the ways until the very end.

Working in scam company, everything feel like no real and not sincery at all. Honest say, I dont even know why I end up in here and now my mind planning to take advance from boss. Am I crazy ?

OMG, that is the things that I need to avoid for real. Because once I take it, its simply mean I am ruining my whole life for sure. Well, $500 can help me to gain some, but if I am losing it, I gonna feel like living in the hell as well. So, what gonna happen then ?