Not As Scary As I Imagine

Wake up earlier, panic and little scare because today is my renew passport day, which I just hope everything can be OK and done well without any problem.
I went into Immigrations office earlier and done some work as well, which I think my copy document is already right but just make another one to avoid problem.

So, I reach around 7.30, prepare everything and went into the call in 08.00+
And you know what ?
My interview is less than 10 minute and I can take passport in Thursday next week, which I also didnt believe it myself.

Well, since I already complete my passport, right now all I wanted is focus in home, earn money, not being greedy and wish that this years can be the years that I dont repeat the same things over and over again.
I wish, everything can be OK and I can enjoy the travel as much as I wanted too.

Its scary, I also didnt know what gonna waiting me out there.
With this last fund, with the spirit and some many things that I still need to complete.
I just wish that I can make it out and be better.

I am so scare, really scare that I am fail and had nobody that gonna care about me.
But, having friend, meet a lot of new people.
Somehow, it is feel good and comfortable in some many ways.

Less friend, pay one by one bit by bit.
I am ashame of myself one time, but truly, I know that I can get through it and be better me as well.

So, right now, I just really want to enjoy the life in here.
I dont know what gonna happen, also didnt had any idea as well.
Just want to make sure I can earn well, spend it well.
Be ready and prepare for next trip as well ?