The Plan that Goes Wrong

Well, seem like the plan is bit different from what I guess because my visa end in May 12. 2026, which mean I can leave in earlier May and I not sure can comeback or not after all.
So, what is the plan then ? Should I go home and never comeback again, or should I just like went back home, prepare myself and went back again ?

Which one suit me best ?
Now my goodfriend ignore me, not even focus in me at all. There is no purpose to back but, earning money and spend time trying to work hard isnt bad as well. Rather than stay all day in home ?

Boss say I need to complete this month first, and can go back in earlier May as well. With the comissions and all salary. Should I go 10 day to SR and healing ? Visiting Angkor Wat, in case that I cannot come here again.

Many plan but had no money, LOL
Well, can I work full for $1200 then ? I think if I stop the powder now, I will not gonna work until 30 and received a full salary. Really need to be wise when spending it, because this is a very far away from the plan, and I cant afford any mistake from it anymore. Trust in God, what is good, will be back to me. What is no good, will be gone.

I really not expect I can get another new client, and today I make a bloody mistake by register a wrong code, which is sad, but I already fix it but sadly, the client just block me as well, so there is nothing to GC as well.
I think, telling her can bring peace and ease some burden, which is yes, and I really happy to do it.

Since I didnt get any client at all, helping her seem like not wrong at all. I think the best things to do is leave, rather than keep myself into this kind of sadness and dwell with it. I really want to know her but I think, what was happening, when she date, when she forget, it is a clue that maybe she is not the right person for me as well.

I am the one who was in mistake, and I am the one to blame because put a heart into it.
So, when I will leave ? I also wondering myself.
Could be earlier May, could be sooner ?

How much money can I get ? Can I make it ? Will I comeback ?
Since nobody know about future, it is what it is then. If it was mean to be, it would be.

Isnt decided to give my lovely KB to GC is a big decisions ? Well, since I dont want to have anything else, I just wish that I can work until April 30 and earn another $1200 before back. What gonna happen next ? Nobody really gonna know what gonna happen. So, lets see how it will goes. As for now, I really want to enjoy the time to walk and enjoying the night.