Fix the Feeling by Walking

The client seem didnt had money at all.
Can I reach 7000 goal before back home ?
Now I am wonder, can I do it well ? Can I get the $1200 ?
Is my trip gonna be OK ?
I am wondering in everything. But, whatever it is, I hope all is fine and well.

Today, GC ask me to walk with her off work to BigC, which I know that is a very far distance for a lazy people to go. Didnt see her BF as well, maybe off or back for visa or something like that, but… Should I really go with her ? Decided to be with person that hurt us is not wise.

Beside, I really had no idea why I walk with her as well tonight. Should I cancel it ? I wondering, after walk with her, what gonna happen ? I think I will fix my feeling either I like her or just a normal person.

Another day pass, now is my 3rd day without any client. I ask to get some, but its seem I wouldnt get any of it.
So, what gonna happen, can I work and received the $1200 ?
When I wake up, the gold is crash, and imagine I keep the 0.1 sell, maybe I already get another $1000.
Since there is uncertainity, better didnt do anything like that or face lost everything.

Today already get 2 day salary from forex, its between $80. I just wish that I didnt be greedy and can earn consistance $100 each day. Also, wish that I can fix my financial issue, and be better with it everyday.
What gonna happen next ? Nobody really know for sure, isnt it ?

So, after walking night out with GC, I think all the feeling for her is not a love feeling, but like, OK, I am comfortable being friend with you.

I think the Chiness BF gone today, but its seem like he is back again. Sleep into his arm ? Swimming ? That is really wow to me to read when he forget to delete the chat at all. So, what can I said then ?
Seeing the man visiting her in working place, even that I know I am not totally into her, somehow its still feel bad.

But, seeing her and walk with her make me realize, she is not for me. So, if she want me, she can try to get me. Seeing her lies and saying not going out to her BF and go out with me is kind of another level of something else that I cannot imagine. Fake ?
But, going hotel and swimming and sleep in the arm that soon ?
That is very cheap. Just feeling like that