A Painful Goodbye

Another day pass without received client. Shall I stay longer and can I make 7k or not ?
I think everyone jealous of me, about what I do right now and how is things.
I buy 3 things for Nora, Alita and GC.

I read the text from her bf, which I think it would be toxic and controlable things to do to someone.
So, whatever her decisions is, the best things I can do is support her as best. Leaving a good memories, giving her the KB that I only use 1 month ?

I dont even think she will remember me or not at all. As for me, I do what I can do and leave the best memories for her.
Nobody will know what gonna happen in future. Can be back, can be not back.
Who can predict what is God plan in future ?

Sometimes, in the middle of uncertainty and dark place, we will always find hope and love. Is this a family, or a fake family ?
Since everyone lies to anyone.

Buying her waffel, sending her my toy. The Chiness man come and give her something, but I think he see the waffle and all the stuff that I put inside her table as well. How does he feel ? How does she tell ?
Well, all I know is the BF buying her something in her table, and all I wanna know and think right now is how to end this feeling with a beautiful goodbye.

She gonna keep up with him, and sooner or later, she will sleep with him as well. What is left for me ? Just do my best as a human being.
Sometimes feeling like idiot, but …

Should I or shouldnt I take her to my secret place ? Since she share and sleep with her BF and like, I dont know what to say it but it was hurtful most of the time ?? I want to take this KB back with me, but its seem like when I go to airport, there is gonna be a check that I do know I wouldnt like to passby.

What are you doing in Cambodia with kb ??
So, giving to her ? Since now, I know that she renew visa for 1 years, its mean I gonna see her for the whole 1 years as well.

I just lost all my money in buying gold, and now the price is up again after I losing it.
Seem like gredy bring me nowhere except a big lost, isnt it ?
So, do I need to comeback or not at all ?

I feel less lonely while working, but I do hate the job as well. The salary is good, but another 1 years ?
Erick see me checking in GC computer, and what gonna happen next, really didnt know anything about it as well.

So, lets see what gonna happen with the rest of money that I had. This kind of goodbye is really not in my plan at all. Whatever gonna happen, let it happen as well.