Lonely Christmas

Merry christmas ! haha
Spend alone in room, going for walk, and thinking short things about to rent out and cost $200 ?

Still not talking with her, which I wish I can at least talk or some joke. Its seem impossible anymore.
So, just pass time here and wish everything gonna be OK

Maybe, I was born to be alone and remain alone.
Well, seeing my old cook pod in there is something new. xD
Should I throw it aways ?

Since mostly I am not care, lets act like we not knowing anything about that too. Its suit better.

Why trying to prove and make friend, when we all know our purpose here is make money ?
Even now I know Lyn may be mad. What to do ?

It is what it is, lesson learn. Since there is always the local that wrong. I prefer to not talk about it. 2026 will be the month that I forget about her too. Just enjoy some day with her in dream, with a hope for even a little talk would be nice. Haha

Its seem never happen again, and maybe, she is with someone that wear blue shirt today. She also seem normal, so, no hope much because I am tired.