Drama That Cause Trauma

Hi, how are you ?
She pick some of my number today when working, and she put emoji when I say her client is jobless.
When I text her personal, she respond quick with GIF and Okay. Only that, but I think it was a bit improvement ?

I am controlling my feeling, my emotions as well. I dont want to engange in any conversations that will cause drama and then trauma.

What to say, even my brother now didnt want to help me even with only $100.
So, I am on my own, and I wish that I can be a better human starting 2026.
I wouldnt do any foolish things, and I wish that things gonna be better.

I will remain myself that the truth person will come, and whatever happen, it is all for my best.
Sometimes, the best things always happen in a un-expected ways. I just dont want drama and be better in my life, and that is it.

Today, had a little talk, which I know good and can be a great improvemend. And may God bless my rest of day here. A good wealth for parent, a good life ahead even I am work as scammer.

What is real and gonna happen next in my life ? I dont know and I dont had any idea at all. Wish 2026 can be a new things for me to do better and be better as human being.

I think there is a lot of drama about me going around, and everyone think what they wanna think. Even the cook pod being a problem now. haha
Well, I try to ignore and pretent nothing happen, it is for the best.

I try to talk and be friend with some local in different site, but its seem she not interest in talking with me. I wanna delete the chat, but I prefer to wait and let it in there until forever, maybe. xD

What gonna happen next ?
I am wondering. Wanna buy iphone 15 for myself in salary, and wait another month and do something about it later.

Can I be strong and bold as I always been ? I am wonder, can I ?
Even being friend now feel impossible for me. All the best that I can do is let it happen.

Whatever happen, I need to stand alone strong, and being alone as much as I can. It is for the best.