Its Friday already, time sure flies faster than I am ever imagine.
Still, dont have any informasion for the event, and still not paying my MCF until now, wish that they dont send deb collec to come home because of that.
Yesterday, there is only Fenny that willing to lend me money, again.
For Anson, Angel and Diana, I think they’re really mad and on their limit to help me, no matter how much I beg, I just know that they may not help me anymore in any ways too.
Now, I only have these 180$ in account, with a wish that I can make some extra to pay MCF first.
Still doesnt have any extra to bring to Cambodia, well, wish there is gonna be event before I go.
Lately, mom always say to not go or leaving her, which make me sad.
But, if I just staying there, doing like I am doing right now, I cant make things better.
Its doesnt mean I am gonna be success to in Cambodia, but I just want to give it a try.
Am I desperate enough ?
I dont know if Lyn really help me, or she using me or selling me off, but, all I do is put my trust and that is all.
Never know what is gonna happen next, didnt know much too.
Should I visit her house before I go there ?
There is a lot of what if, what if, and I really need to focus on right now things for sure.
So, all I can wish is everything gonna be OK, I can work like what she say and promises, and I get my freedom beside 12 hours work as well.
Just wish nothing but a chance to fix what I am do wrong for the last 5 years.
