August come, and I never expect that I am going to go far away from home and start a new life. Lyn saying that she will helping me to get a job in Cambodia, and all I had is a trust in her, and a wish that I can do job better and have a better life.
I dont have money to buy ticket, but then Merry really help me out, I mean, she is the one that I am less expect to help me too, but she did. Now I get the ticket, and all I need to do is having some saving when I am arrived there. Some money until I get paid.
Is that s scam, or Lyn selling me off in there ?
Its a high risk and I really dont want to think about it. I dont want to think a negative things and I wish that I can do the job well, learn english, learn mandarin, wish I can do better.
It was sad, to left mom and old dad. I know mom will get slam or worse, but, for me to keep living like that is also not good either. I just want a chance to do better and hope, that I can make proud of my parent. At least, I can live well so I am not making them worried about me in the future too.
First thing if I really get my salary is that I wanna buy laptop to myself. I will work 12 hours, and 1 day for off, which mean I can explore Cambodia and enjoy some view.
What kind of work that I am gonna do there ? Idk, but I just wish that it would be a chance to change my life to be better, because I already ruin it.
I have nobody to talk too, so I share it with Merry. Talking with Prisca and Dave, lying that I am going far for study, I just didnt find anyone to talk about the truth, so all I can hope and wish is that I can do the job better and life a better life.
Paying off my debts, can buy a things that I like, and things like that.
Well, its only 25 day left, and I really wish that this time, everything is just real and I can survive from whatever it comes.
