Close my eyes,
The pain keep coming and coming.
I am wondering, how long this pain will stay ?
Its not forever, it will end.
Cancel the trip, she doesnt say anything.
I am wonder, what are she thinking after I saying that ?
Everything become different, hope it gonna be like normal again.
Is that gonna be normal again ?
I am the problem, I am the mistake.
Didnt know why I should be jealous like that.
Wish I never saying that, wish I keep this feeling inside.
Feel the pain, hope it be better soon.
Its feel like distance between us now,
Like third party come and ruin my little happiness.
But, if there never happen, I wouldn’t know too.
Its just the matter of time.
Feel the pain, enjoy every tear that fall down from my eyes.
Crying in front of her, never ever happen before.
Now I am wonder, if I stay and sleep with her, is that gonna be weird ?
I pretend like nothing happen, pretend like usual.
Be myself, smile and never put my feeling inside anymore.
Feel the pain, time heal.
Feel the pain, everything gonna be OK.
I am strong, I am strong.
Its just a matter of time.
The pain, teach me how to cry.
The pain, teach me how to be strong.
The pain, bring me joy because I am not wonder anymore.
The pain, keep me going.
The pain, make me realize that I am alive !
