Its raining outside,
Come early, and selling some item around 3pm.
About to lose once again, and sell what I have,
Can I survive ?
I am sad, and mad.
I dont know what to do anymore.
Feel like die would be better, but.. I dont want to do that.
But, how ?
Nothing to sell,
Nobody will help.
I am all alone, in my own mistake.
Its raining, and its cold.
Gonna be happy ending or not ?
I dont know anymore …
It was sad, it was pain.
Lose everything, and nothing matter anymore right now.
I miss my old life,
A life without due date to chase.
I miss my old things,
and … there is nothing I can do about it.
I cant fix it.
Its raining outside,
Bro already help me a lot.
Every month now become a new problem,
How I pass it all ?
God, I am not learning.
I am not wise too.
I make a lot of sins, again and again.
How it will end ?
I want to be loved,
I want a real chances,
I want to rebuild what I destroy.
Its raining outside,
Smoke some weed, feel the spicy inside my body.
I want to live,
I want to live,
I want to live !
God, please help me.
I dont know what to do and start all over like who I was before.
