Wat Phra That Khao Noi, A Highest Point in Nan City with Buddha Statue that Walk Into It

I want to be honest in here, and I dont know if I make a right decisions or not but.
This place, this high statue of Buddha is my reason why I come to Nan and stay in my hotel right now, because it was like less than 20 minute for walking.

After I have some bad experience in some place in Thailand, which make me need to spend a lot of time to travelling and reach some place, I dont know but I was just think that I need to stay nearby with this place.

You know, for the record, the Wat, the hotel, is all about out of city things, which cost more than I can imagine, so yeah, lesson learn but no regret because the place that I stay in real quiet.

Without any research, and with the spirit inside my heart, the very first things that I do when I arrived in Nan is take a rest, wake up earlier and went into this place.

I dont know why they close in the night and the notifications on google say it was open in Wednesday, and I go right into it, without knowing what is waiting me in there.

A very high point and good view, with a sun that ready to burn me.
A lot of stair that make me like.. “OMG, I am to old and weak”
But, I do make it.

After I am done climbing this stair, enjoy the view and take photo as much as I wanted. For the very first time, I really want to share the view but then I realize. I have nobody to call.

Have you ever feel like that ?
When you are too happy for what you finaly did, and then suddently you know that there is nobody you can share the happines ?
That is exactly what I felt.

Some local still come here to pray, and a very little tourist as I can see.
For what it is worth, this place is very nice and hot and there is almost didnt have any grab-bike in this area.

The Nan trip is like a great trip for me but also a sadness trip.
Not only because I felt lonely, but I also feel tired both my brain and mental health.

Isnt the trip worth it ?
I do love the quiet, have many time to think.
But this place really try to get out my honest feeling.

A lonelines journey,
A quiet feeling.
I really felt very alone when I come here.