Hello, Heart !

Hello heart, how are you today ? When I went out around 10am+, I see someone do the hair things to her in ground floor.
We not talking, just seeing each other. When I back around 10.40++, she still there, sitting alone and play phone. and same, we not talk too.

I put emoji in her status last night, and still she not looking at any of my status. isnt it sad ? Haha

Today, she not pick my number yet and now is 4pm+ I think in this rate, she already had bf, or may her bf is dick beside me ? I think, wherever I go, I am destine to be alone. Am I gonna be ok, I think I am gonna be OK.

A little talk with her , a curhat like she does before that gay man come and ruin my life, I miss all about it, a little poke, a step play. 9 month left, I wish that I can fix my heart and not think too much about anything.

She pick my number, very last minute because she pick 2 first but then cancel it. Maybe because she not got client, and rechange it into 3. Today, not talking at all. It was sad, and lonely, and I just realize she come in the end of September, mean now is her 3 month. I just 1 month faster than her. ha ha

And I think, I may never find anyone else anymore. What gonna happen next in this country ? I am wondering. Wish all is good and OK.