Sometimes, it feel so good to have a friend that we can call them ‘bestie’, but somehow, it look like a meanless word because when we actually need them, they just didn’t there for us. You know, a friend that always share, “you can share anything with me, I will see what I can do to help you ?”
Not every person like that, but thinking for asking a help ? Please, always think twice before do that.
Kita hidup dizaman ‘segalanya butuh uang’, kita bisa membeli pertemanan, kekasih bahkan sahabat jika kita memiliki uang. When we have nothing and we asking for help especially about ‘money’, you’ll really see that a friend that you call ‘bestie’ or ‘family’ will gone in minute.
Who gonna stay in the end ? It’s just yourself.
You stand for youself and you try as fucking hell to get out from your own problem.
Meskipun harus masuk neraka, it always feel better went to hell than asking for help and get nothing.
People come and go without notice. As long as you are a success person, people always come near you. Talking and company you like a ‘bestie’ and do whatever you asking them. When you ask, you will pay, and that is how a friendship goes.
We never get a truly friend before we are broke and have nothing left.
It is sad but it is actually happen everyday in our life.
I always wonder, why some people choose to kill their self ?
When they have a problem, maybe they already asking and screaming for help. People are listening, talking behind them but not helping them fix it.
Then they feel useless doing the talking, think it would be easier to kill theirself and all the problem just gone.
In the afterlife ? Nobody really know what is waiting but it is always better in afterlife.
Even we will get torture in hell.
Honestly, until today I feel so lucky to being alive.
I have a friend, I have a job even I am not really happy there. I have a parent and brother. I have my own problem and shit even I dont know how it would end.
Even I feel useless and stupid, I always know that God will guide me get through all my problem.
People make mistake, doesn’t mean they’re bad and didn’t take responsibility of their self, aren’t they ?
I am not want to be a people who always asking for help from other. Even I know maybe I will be suprise if I ask, I know all I need is a courage and hope in God that miracle would happen. Even I know I already feel the miracle more than twice, this time..
It was my really dark time and I don’t want to stop believe that God will really help me get through it.
There is nothing better when we put a hope into God than another human that may judge you, laugh at you and talking shit behind you.
Keep the hope and miracle will come.
Its not a bad life, it is just a bad day and poor choices.
