I Didnt Had Idea About Anything !

If I can share freely in here, I feeling sick of myself.
When finally I can make things and conditions a bit better, I end up make a mistake that cost me almost everything.

After a long trip, now back in room and been thinking.
Either to sell the laptop that I finally get after 3 years, or keep it and wondering and regret later ?
Since I know if I bring it back, I cant take a box with me.

Having a laptop feel so good and nice.
I do love it, and spending my time with this laptop for the past 5 day make my life less boring and I can write as fast and as much as I can.

A lot of things can happen, and I am to scare to imagine what is waiting for me in future.
So, meeting a new friend while join the open group trip, try my best to repeat again and do better.
Nobody really know what gonna happen.

I wish, I really wish that tomorrow morning, the buyer will offer me with a good price.
And I hope for my ownself, that I didnt repeat that mistake again.