Want to be better, want to make it right.
Want to be more than before, want to learn from mistake and rise above.
Keep drowning, keep do the same mistake.
What is wrong with me ?
Feel tired, didn’t know which way to choose.
Didn’t have a choices, except try to do my very best on it.
Keep do it wrong, keep lose control.
Keep fall in the same mistake.
Everything become different.
Everything become worse.
Didn’t know how to get up, didn’t know how to fix it all.
Only one thing I needed, but didn’t know who will come and help.
Drowning alone, can swim to save myself.
Didn’t know how to breath, try my very best to keep alive.
Wait someone to come and save me.
Wait a miracle too happen.
But it is not.
Is that the end of my story ?
Is that the end of everything ?
More I think, more I regret.
But, I never lose hope.
I know everything was a mistake.
I am not tired repeat it again and again each day.
I never learn, yeah I never learn.
But, I know that I can make things all right once again.
It is not about how many time I fall.
It is not about how I make a same mistake everyday.
It is about can I keep survive after the fall ?
Yes, I am !
I must and I will !
