How you ever felt like, nobody was there ?
Dear Evan Hansen make a really good song with a good ending.
How I ever felt like, nobody was there ?
Dear my future self, how are you today !
Come and go, didn’t see it will come.
Nothing will last forever, but how it happen will be remember forever.
Didn’t see it will end like that, but it happen.
Didn’t see it will hurt, but time really cant heal this time.
Falling apart, deep into the ground.
The person that I think I can count on, the one who end up break me a lot.
The feeling, the pain.
The mess that happen, couldn’t take it any longer.
Never know it would happen, never see it will coming.
Like a timer, the bomb just set off for some year.
The bomb blow up, everything break in a second when I didn’t see it.
It coming, nothing cant stop it right now.
It happen, right here, right now.
It hurt, it not easy.
Try to think straight, try to be positive.
More I see, more I know and more I found the fact.
That she just gone.
Leaving all the memories, leaving all the talk, fun and a lot of things.
Leaving a lot of memories, she just throw it all away.
Is me being ego ?
Is she being ego ?
Leaving in the middle of night, without anymore word since then.
Leaving a scar that can’t be heal anymore.
Too many problem, too many sadness.
Too many thing to deal with, too many painful problem.
This one ?
Its the one that hurt the most from all of the shit that happening to me right now !
Thank for being there this whole time.
Thank for being strong when all the problem come.
Thank for being yourself when you just can’t take it any longer.
Thank for keep believing and trust miracle.
Thank, myself !
