I think that I know, but I don’t.
I think I understand, but I don’t.
I been scare about that, they are become real.
I been scare for a long time.
I enjoy all the hard work,
Then, I make a mistake and everything is gone.
What I scare the most ? If that become real.
Yeah, everything that I build is gone.
Try to put my head up,
Try to ignore the mistake,
More I scare, more I build,
More all of them become real,
They all are gone.
It’s haunt me,
Like a cult that make me can’t go anywhere anymore.
One mistake destroy everything.
All people word become real in my life.
I am so fragile, so weak.
Too easy to be broken.
What I think in my mind ?
Everything become real !
Because everything is gone.