A Lonely Day

Another day pass, I am hardly to sleep last night.
The bug, the itchy and the not friend to be talk. So lonely but surviving everyday as well.

Still not talk with NT, but I really wanted too.
Dont know what to say and where to start, maybe now she hate me as well because of L hypocrite ?

I remember how she joke with me, a funny ways like in stair, or poke me when I took breakfast at 1 pm.
And when she say do you love me ? If I answer in a joke way that day, would things being different now ?

Well, all I need to do is accept the present and what happen. Who gonna be my next roomie ?
I think they gonna put someone but dont know who and when.

Can I only do 6 month, what is my plan after there ?
I really had no idea about my future, so, may God bless all the ways. I am very lonely here. But see, I am still surviving.

A good intentions by bring me here so I can work and earn money for mom meds, turn out I am fall alone and need to work 1 years. I dont know what been told to her, but I am sure it may something no good, but I know what I say because all I think is 6 month and not scam like this.

Today is almost end, still didnt talk with her.
She went pass when I fulfill my water bottle, but not a single word or a joke like before.

I think, until I gone, or until she gone, we not gonna talk or even went out together to had a meal or buy stuff.
Just wish she not delete me is aleady enough for now.