Never expected people can know what you think and what you wanted,
Because it would leave the scar that wouldn’t heal in long time.
Never expected people would do the same as you did,
Because it would give you more disappointed.
Sometimes it’s look like nothing seriously,
Sometimes it’s just felt right,
Sometimes it’s just fit as well as we wish,
Sometimes it’s just seem that is not a big mistake.
Well, sometimes what we think is also different from the other view.
You can pay food with money,
You can pay people with money,
You can pay a company with money,
You also can pay someone to be with you with money,
But, you never can’t pay the trust.
What keep make me wonder is :
When I sit alone in the new place that I never been before, people is just nice.
They smile, then ask “Is that you’re all alone ?”
I go somewhere with mom, then I meet someone that I never expected. They come near, say ‘hi’ to me with a giant and warm smile and regards with my mom.
When I think that there’s not a fun things in a view and someone come near and slowly make me see the fun things of some part.
But what I do realize is while I keep looking at the same point,
I missed other good point of view.
While all I am doing is try my best to make that view perfect, I lose what is waiting on me.
Maybe that’s cruel,
Maybe that’s sound crazy,
or Maybe we think that is really selfish.
But all we need to do is realize that we live on our own.
Why make the life feel like a hell just because one view ?
Why try to fix that view so hard when the other view offer you more ?
Why pretend that everything will be back to OK when you know it would happen again and again ?
Why force something that you already know it’s not work out well ?
