Begging for more than 2 day and nobody was there to helping anymore, today become the day when I selling my phone, again.
Isnt it sad ?
Well, I dont want to think about it too.
I am waiting for PAM event, and I dont see any clue about that event.
Will this month have a event ?
Can I go and survive in there ?
What gonna happen next, there is a lot of questions inside my mind.
Some poeple worry about me, I am also worry much.
I want a change, and I need a chance to do better and fix my whole life.
I am crash my life too much, and I am strunggle much to get it right once again.
So, I dont plan much anymore.
Just selling my phone, buy a new one, pay my MCF and lets what happen, happens.
Only 200$ left with a lot of floating, wishing things gonna be better and lets see how its gonna end up.
I am starting to losing my faith, and yet I am still believe that whatever happen, its for the best.
Leaving mom, starting new, hoping I can work well and not get scam.
Just wanna pay off my debts and start over my mess life.
