Last night, I am so panic that I might losing everything, so I just dont trust and lose faith, making me foolish and losing half of my amount of money.
Well, its 200$ now, and a lot of due bill coming soon.
This morning, I got some bli voucher for 50K. I cant use it to help pay internet, and I guess I can use it to buy some food or snack. I dont know yet, but can get a phone from BCA will be good, right ?
What is gonna happen today ? I am wonder.
I wish that I can be wise enough and not do some stupid things, again.
Because, I dont want to asking help from people, or begging them to help me, again.
I just wish to repay everyone, bit by bit and make things better from now on.
I also wish that PAM can help us selling item each month, which I prefer to selling alone but my item and the rent is still high. I am not selling at Vihara, which I wish that I can before, so, whatever it is, just be with it.
Overall, everything is just blur and I am like back to square one, again.
I wish, I really wish that I am not making fool of myself again, and I wish this years, I can do a real better things and change.
