Monday become the most scariest things and while I am sitting there, I know that Yesterday is passed already, and today I am still breathing and write in here. What gonna happen this whole day ?
Keep breathing is like a gift from God.
I sleep at midnight, almost depress and choose to trust in God. Mom say to never borrow money again, and I really wish that gonna happen. I just want to make her proud, make a car to take her anywhere, and fix what I do wrong in the past.
I wish nothing but slowly to rebuild my life. I hope every month will be event and I can get some, and I wish that there is no more drama while I am at it. I dont know how but decided to trust everything in God ? I know He will help me get through all of it.
I wish that I can be wise enough, not become some greedy person again and choose wisely. I know that I already have nothing left, and rebuild from minus, alone and no friend around me ?
Well, it will be hard but I wish that I can do it and be OK.
Yesterday is gone, today is unknown and tomorrow is yet to come.
Just live one time at the day and prepare everything.
