Keep repeating them same things, I am wonder, what life gonna take me ?
Is the future is real ?
I am wonder, and I wish that I can still stay strong and trust in God promises.
This morning, I am asking Winda again and she help me. Even we just know each other a while and meet once when I do pop up market, I am wonder what is on her mind, and she willing to help me out.
Keep doing the same things, keep repeating the same mistake.
Being stay in the circle of doom, I am so damn tired and try hard to get out from here.
Why I let me, ruin my own life for this whole years ?
Is that also in God plan ?
I am questioning everything around me, and honestly, I just dont know what to do anymore.
I am asking for job from some friend, and I hope they gonna have some for me.
I really want a chance to do and be better, at least fix my own future.
What is gonna happen next ? I am wonder.
I wish everything gonna be OK, and I can be more better too.
Life is full of mystery, and what is gonna happen next ?
Nobody really know about it.
