Ah, somehow I feel so happy that I can keep using this website. I pay the yearly fee but not third month plan yet. I wish there is nothing will happen and I wish that I can pay all the due too.
Yesterday feeling so bad. I asking help again, and there is Merry, Julie, Angel and Diana help me. I am little suprise that Angel help me, she doesnt send any screenshoot and knowing that make me happy and also ashame in the same time.
What is gonna happen next, I am wonder.
All I have is this 70USD, try to get some to get rid the day.
Also, 4ku still doesnt reply my chat, I am wonder, are he even listening ?
Is he hate me that much ?
Mom is get better but have headache lately. I wish that I can have a car again, to take her around. I am wonder, is that going to happen or it is just in my dream anymore ?
Can get through each day is already more than I can wish.
Still, I am hopeless and jobless but still trying again and again. After the hard losing yesterday, I am wonder, why I just keep repeating everything ?
Its already half years passed, and its already 2 year passed since I sell my car.
Time goes so fastly, we should enjoy it, right ?
I am wonder, when come the time that I can repay all the loan and start to live normal again ?
I really want to make living with writing and my imaginasion.
Can I find it ?
Even I dont know what is gonna happen next, I truly believe that everything will be OK in the end.
It should be, isnt it ?
Because God promises me that there is a future, and my hope will not fade away.
