Its just 2 day left for the event in LW, and I really wish that I can sell well today and Sunday. Its not much but I can pay my internet, that is a new good, right ?
Looking at mom and dad spending their day watching tv and do nothing. I really want to take them into vacation but I am too busy to think how to make money and pay off debts. Also, having no friend in this place is suck but I am doing OK this far.
Some people come along, saying a rude word in my place. Even it is hurtful, I pretend to not listen to it as well. I am gonna be OK, and I really wish everything will be good and better. I am scare and worry, and I put all of it in God hand and grace.
I also didnt pay this web yet, and I really wish that I can pay it on time, because this is the only place where I can share all of my feeling without speaking it out. Just wish I can pay it on time and do better each day.
Taking mom out with car, going to eat something. The time that I can replace and turn back, but I wish that I can really make it happen. I wish that I can make my parent proud of me, because all this time, all I do is make them disappointed on me.
