Still not paying this web yet, and still can write on it.
I wish Monday will be OK, even I am share the place, I wish that I can sell well, and I wish that I can pay the rent money in Monday too.
Its almost 1/2 years gone without anything change. I am doing worse each day but still breathing and believe that one day, everything gonna be OK.
Sending a chat to a people that I scare doesnt scare at all. I just need to be honest and telling them that I cant pay them yet.
I wish, even in a small size, I can sell well in 1 week. I dont know what is gonna happen, but I really wish that dad can be more kind to mom while nobody at home. I really wish that everything will be real OK.
I also hope I can buy what it is need to keep selling. I hope every month we will have the event, and I can do better and better. I just want to put all my worries to God, and I hope I can make my parent proud one day.
I am so grateful because my parent still with me. I am a mess, I am ashame, and I just dont know how to say it all. Brother being so mean to me, but that is OK, because all I need to do is endure everything and write it down.
What’s gonna happen in Monday ?
I dont know, but I wish everything gonna be better.
May God lead the way and I really want to put all my worries in Him.
