Well, since this web is still in use, is kinda funny when we always share something with people, and when we ask for help, they refuse. I am wonder, how can in MP she can share with me, but in LW she say that she is full ?
Well, that doesnt matter.
Last night, I lose all my 25$. Fenny giving me 500k and its all gone too. All I have left is some 50$ from Ako that already sending me a rude word, and now I get the invitation about bazaar but dont have much money to get into it alone.
I am asking some people to join hand, and they resfuse. Its OK to not get into it, I guess.
I just wish that I can write better, pay debts on time and not asking and borrowing money around anymore too.
I really want some partner, but I think there will be none. I hope kak Sandra would say OK, because I am not asking another person anymore too.
beig rejected is painful, and if I come alone, I cant pay it fully and I dont have much product to sell too.
What is the plan for next week if I am not join sell item ?
I think that I will sit, do some trade and wait for KTB eent for sure. Making some candle, having some money to pay off debts, and wishfully everything can be better.
One things for sure, a lot can happen in a day.
Yesterday is over, tomorrow is yet to come and today is unknow.
If the time not hit 00.00, then its not end.
I dont know what to do, and I dont know what is better ways to make thtings get better too.
Since I lost everything, I borrowed money here and there and nobody want to be my friend anymore, somehow I just know that I am OK and always gonna be OK.
Just keep on living and wishing for a better day to come.
So, all I get this far is more than I am wishing for, I am not paying for 1,2 or 600k, but 400k and its a real amazing gift from God.
I really wish that I can sell well and really make things better each day.
May God lead the way until the very end.
