Today is the day that I will forever remember, when I ask for help to my sibling name Jenny. She just read it, and then she tell everyone about how I try to lend money from her. Ako and Becim call my dad, fight with him.
I felt really horrible by that. Its worse a lot. I never imagine why she do that but it is what it is, isnt it ? I truly learn that I cant ask anyone anymore too. Without job, without income, but full of faith, I believe that one day I will outcome it.
Its hurt me a lot, and I really want to show them that I can be more better in future.
She really treat me like shit, I dont even know why she is like that. Its hurt, very much.
Old mom, poor life and full of debt.
I really want to repay every cent from Jenny as soon as I can too.
I really hope, that one day everything will change.
She being cruel by that. I know that this may happen, but I am not imagine this would be that far. Its wrong, and I hate everything about it too.
What gonna happen next ?
I just want to let everything flow and may God bless me until the very end.
Did God bring me this far just to let me fail and die ?
