Another week passed again, still the same with a lot of drama and keinginan untuk menyerah dan mengakhiri hidup. God is do a wonderful work in my life karena bantuannya tidak pernah terlambat.
What is more amazing ?
Melalui orang yang tidak terduga dan selalu aku ragukan, bantuan itu datang. I am not believe it first but its happen.
And here I am, keep trying my best to do better and better each day.
Mom is getting more better walaupun sesekali bisa kumat. She never refuse to use pampers anymore and I start to take her out so often jadi dia bahagia. Meskipun kami berpanas ria dengan motor, all I know is she is happy and that is already more than enough for me.
What gonna happen ?
I dont know, I dont have any idea but I trust my dream, my future and my worries in God.
I have no idea what my day gonna be, its feel the same each day but I believe when the time is right, everything gonna be better.
For those who help me in my hard time, for those who ignore me and for those who become a good friend walaupun awalnya stranger. I am feel so thankful because of that, I can learn more than enough.
What gonna happen next ?
I just wish that I can get through all of it, make my dream come and be better me in future.
Hope this strom wlll be passed.
