I am sit there, look at a black board.
Its either green or red, five day a week.
Sometimes I am happy to look at it,
Sometimes I am sad and scare.
Most of it ?
I am always scare.
am I gonna be OK back then ?
More I try, more I sink deeper and deeper.
Its new year already.
Make a wish and plan.
Trust every step in God hand,
Try to fix my problem and be better each day.
I deal with it long enough, almost 5 years now.
I am not giving up because I am not quiting yet.
I keep try and try and try.
I keep trying until I make it in the end.
I may be stupid,
I am hardly learn from my mistake.
I know that I am slow to learn but,
Little by little, I start to understand how its work.
Its not ‘too late’ because it just the beginning.
Each time I am losing hope,
I always find another hope in it.
I just need to keep trying and trying.
Again and again until I make it.
Why I am like that ?
because, deep down I know,
I know that one day,
I can make it.
