I am alone, think of you.
Are you already in the ship ?
Hope you enjoy your trip, enjoy the adventure.
I am too, having adventure.
I dont know how to pass this month.
A lot of mistake, and I dont know how to fix it.
I want to start all over, again and again.
Yet, I am still fail.
I am shy and ashame.
This will be my very last chances.
A real last chances.
I dont want to mess up, because I want to live.
I am scare, and I feel useless.
I try and I try, fight it, and try my best.
I have nobody to talk, I am all alone.
I am scare, scream from inside.
For other people, my problem is easy to handle.
For me, my whole life depend on it.
I am tired to always be strong, I really tired.
I am sad, but also thankful.
I try to fix my problem, live on it.
I want to know where and how are you, but I cant.
You cut me off, like I am nothing.
Like I never exist.
Now you’re busy with your new partner.
Its hurt and still hurt.
I pretend it doesn’t.
I really try to forget you, not think about you.
Like you do, didnt think about me anymore.
I believe I can get through it.
I need time, I really need time.
I wish that I can fix everything, and become better version of me.
Without you anymore in my future.
