Coffee in the morning.
I am wonder, what make me strong until today ?
I keep going, I am not give up.
No matter how many mistake I make, I keep going.
Everyone left me.
I am bad, and poor in their eyes.
I am a toxic, everybody avoid me.
In the end, there is only me, mom, dad and brother.
My family, that I made very disappointed too.
I know, that I already hate myself enough,
Enough that make me want to end it.
Then I also know, that God is love and He love me.
Somehow, He help me to pass each month.
I keep do it wrong, I keep make mistake.
Hide one lie with another lies.
I am so tired.
But, God never give up on me.
When there is no hope, when there is no way.
He give me hope, and He show me a way.
Thank God, for your love everyday.
No matter how bad I am, Your love is never change.
I know that I can, and I will keep try it.
This time, I am not gonna repeat the same mistake.
This time, I will do it right.
I will do better, and I’ll made my family proud.
Enough tear when someone left me.
Enough regret because of my own mistake.
Trust His timing, trust in Him.
This time, I will make it right.
