Try not to see, try not to care.
Try as hard as I can, not knowing what happen anymore.
Read something that I shouldn’t,
Now I am wonder….
If she tell her friend ?
What that text mean ?
Telling me the true about him ?
or.. Telling me that I am nothing more than friend ?
Sleep in same bed with her, prentend nothing happen.
She come in the middle of night, hug me again.
What does that mean ?
A friend that hug ??
Is that weird ??
She say that I am negative,
She say that she has nothing with that man,
She say she look at me like a sister,
But what she do with me, is that a brand new of friend things ?
I am wonder,
I didnt want to think about her anymore, its just a bussiness friend.
My heart feel hurt, cant think anymore.
Throw away all my feeling, just wanna be my normal self.
Well, even I am wondering.
I choose not to know.
Its always be better than know something that I shouldn’t, isn’t it ?
Still texting, still meet.
Telling everything to her friend, I am shy.
Its time to let go, its time to forget.
Its time to make peace for my own sake.
