Hold it, feel all the pain.
Saying what I feel, didnt bring the result like I wish.
At least, I am trying to be honest with myself.
Am I gonna feel loved ?
Never find someone who love me,
Tired to always chasing people.
Knowing that it would be hard, but keep trying.
Because I am a woman ?
Didn’t chose to be like this,
I cry and cry because I didnt know why.
True love is pain,
True love is art to let it go too.
I am wonder, how strong I am ?
God create me, with a lot of plan.
Why I didnt find it until today ?
Why I suffer this a lot, and the one who always got rejected.
I didnt get any chances,
I even didnt have a try yet.
It was hurt, the plot twist.
What she doing, what she giving, is all fake this whole time ?
Spend year and year,
A man come nowhere and less than 1 month,
Its hurt because I am poor,
Its hurt because I am a woman.
I didnt chose this,
I didnt like who am I.
But, what can I do ??
Is that my mind, or my feeling ?
Feel all the pain,
Keep everything inside.
Build some poet to remember,
Because life, is full of suprise.
I wanna believe in God,
I wanna believe that what is mine will be mine.
I wanna believe that everything happen have their own reason,
I wanna believe that I am gonna be OK,
Because I believe that I am strong.
