Spending day for working,
Wanna go to simple island but its raining.
Continue working, look at clock, its already 5pm.
Time passed, really fast.
Turning on candle,
Sit there, write some poet.
Feel guilty, feel shame.
Didnt know what I can do to make things better.
Have 3 day event, try to deal with whatever happen.
Feel thankful, because I dont need to bring some table and chair.
Using motorcycle, try to get some money by selling candle.
Wanna have a peaceful life,
Without worry about tomorrow or how to pass the day.
Smell the vanilla, waiting next turn to make another candle.
Sleep in workshop, life is beautiful.
Listen a music, write some poet.
I love this peace, and more love it when I have a financial freedom.
Drink my black coffee, smell the candle and work.
Its how my life now, really different.
After a rain, is there any rainbow for me ?
Really want to be better, really want a chance to make something good.
Learn, should really learn from mistake,
and … be thankful for someone who really help me.
Maybe its not now,
But, I will give my best for her when the time come.
Stand on my ground, try to make some living once again.
