Cant sleep tonight,
Think a lot and hate herself more than before.
Didnt know what to do,
Hate that she never learn from every mistake that she make.
Look in the red line,
Cant find peace and too scare to cut it all.
Asking for help again and again,
Losing it all once again because she was stupid.
Trying to sleep,
She wake up every 10 minute to look and see.
Think a lot, didnt know to cry or not anymore.
Feel nothing, just empty.
Sitting in front of the screen,
Its midnight already.
Is that even real ?
In 1 day, what she have is gone ?
Finding someone who is good and help her a lot.
Its different from other sibling who is scare when she ask.
Again and again, until its 4 times.
Hoping she can make things right but she just wrong once again.
Face the fact,
Didnt want to torture herself more than now.
Trying her best to keep it all,
But its time to let them go.
Flying, when she close her eyes.
Sad to know the true, its pain to accept reality.
She is stupid enough, she lose everything and never learn.
She just a girl, who cant live anymore.
Wishing there is some chances,
Wishing things will be better.
Keep looking in the red line,
Hope for the things that she not sure anymore.
Scare, she is scare a lot about her future.
Shame, she feel so shame because of her stupidity.
Hope, she didnt quit even she keep doing the same mistake.
Live, is all she wanted right now.
