Look in this blank page,
Didn’t know what to write.
Selling some candle in the middle of event,
While my mind going nowhere.
Feeling sad, can’t run away from my past.
Keep regret, hoping if I can turn back the time.
Never become like this, its almost 3 years.
Losing everything, have nothing anymore.
Never learn from a mistake,
Make everyone that proud of me sad.
Didnt know what to do anymore,
This one is the only things that I really wanted to keep.
Blank, hoping there is a some way out.
Hate this evil circle, but didnt know what to do anymore.
Wanna start all over, but I am drown really deep.
Suicide ??
While all my hope is gone,
When I think that I cannot pass the month,
There is always a miracle.
There is always a hope, that help me get through all of monthly problem.
Wanna change, wanna be better.
Its was sad, its was disappointed.
Hate this life, but must be strong.
Believe that I can get through all of it.
In the middle of event,
Sitting in the back row,
Watching my friend, feel so thankful.
No matter what, she is kind to me,
and that is enough.
Because,
That is all the matter.
Even I never telling the true,
I know she is kind enough, to help me get through my day.
