She sit alone and have a quiet time.
Try to think and make some plan.
Even some of them may be wrong and hurt her.
Living in her past and shadow,
Try to fix her mistake and be better.
Hope there is a chances,
to her to make things right.
Nobody love her,
All she can do is love herself, again and again.
Try to hide her problem,
Because she know nobody will help her.
Having family feel like a bullshit,
Try to put herself together and keep the shit alone.
Can she be better ?
Can she back to her normal life once again ?
The tensions is high,
Really want to run and hide.
In a place that she can be alone,
In a place when she didnt worry about tomorrow.
Feel all alone,
Because she know nobody will listen.
Nobody will help her,
Didnt know where to start all over again.
Put on a music, try to enjoy every single lyric.
Try to write her own feeling, a feeling that cant be spoke.
A feeling that nobody will understand.
A feeling that become a poetry,
A feeling from her soul, for you.
to read, and to understand.