Dreaming, want to make it all real.
Working hard, didnt see day and night.
Keep fighting, after lose everything.
It is a life.
The person that I trust, is the person that hurt.
The people that I think kind, is the worse one.
From a lot of sibling that I have, nobody is really kind.
Didnt want to be negative, but I will not forget about it.
The one and only aunty that I have, helping me from other country.
Sending me 2 times amount of money, didnt say a bad word.
She didnt ignore me, she help me.
Telling me to not worry, saying that it was OK if I can’t repay her too.
When mom was sick, calling the uncle.
He never asking or call back, really scare that I am ask for another help too.
From where I stand and see, I know that I will not forget about that.
I will come stronger, so they will be shy in future.
Who always say family matter ?
When you have nothing, there is no family.
Your own family ? Ha, its like a drama.
Saying how good they’re, show nothing when we needed.
OK to be not OK.
I feel really thankful knowing the truth right now.
Showing no mercy to those who ignore me,
Giving my very best to the one who helping me a lot in my hard time.
Why ?
Because life is never be the same.
Working hard, talking less to them.
In the end, the result will say everything.
