Eat some snack, stay at my mini studio all day long.
Watching some Christmas film, looking Santa make some miracle.
Can I make a wish to ?
Did Santa even real ?
I am not nice, I am not good either.
I just a human, need love, need a place that called home.
Each day, the fight never stop.
Each day, wishing for a peace around me.
Sad, full of pain and hold a tear harder.
People saw me as a happy person and think my life is perfect.
When I can’t hold it any longer, I like to hurt myself.
Keep everything inside really long, tired and full of pain.
I am broken, inside and outside.
Did somebody see it ?
They blame me when I talk a lies, they leave me.
They say I am liar without really want to know a reason.
People that I think will understand, they don’t.
People that I think will stay and patient with me, they don’t.
Everyone left, when I am broke and have nothing anymore.
I am a human, that need love and a warm hug.
Think I am crazy, think I am stupid.
I wanna end this life, but I still want to fight for it.
Is that selfish ?
Just need a little happiness for myself ?
Tired, but already walking this long.
Hope, wanna give up but still believe in miracle.
Faith, almost gone but keep praying for the good thing ahead.
Love, a thing that I need the most and harder to find.
In a bottom of life, try to get up once again.
In a bottom of life, try to find the truth.
In a bottom of life, keep the hope alive.
In a bottom of life, believe that miracle will happen.
